Gay or not? You look like a sensitive person who put others before yourself. Regardless if you were you probably would be a great person to hang out with and have fun. With that being said stop worrying about how the world portray you because its more important how you want to be seen despite what anybody thinks.
"Ha! Man you're so funny you should be comedian, God Damn! Unfortunately I am I just hide behind the tears of a clown"- Verse from "Beautiful" by 3M1N3M